birthday boy

now rocco, i know you cant read this but i am going to write in hopes that when you are older you will read this and have it bring joy to your heart. today is may 10 2010, which marks your 4th birthday! wow that seems absolutely nuts to me. i can honestly remember still having you inside my belly waiting and waiting for you to grace us with your birth...then that moment came when you were born, i was the the happiest mom in the world for the 2nd time. i couldnt believe how lucky i had been when i was blessed with a big healthy beautiful baby boy that i can call my own.  i looked at your little self and thought just plain and simply "wow." i look at you now and i still say the same thing. you are smart, hilarious, gorgeous, charming, sweet as pie, full of love and the best boy ever! you grow and grow more and more every day and each morning that you wake up and show me those big brown eyes and those full edible cheeks, and those adorable little hands that i want to hold for a lifetime, i am so proud. i am proud that you have manners, and respect and all the charm one could ask for! you are the ideal little boy and for that i am speechless...

your love for motorcycles, and animals, and jaiden, and your family, gianna, your grandmas and pops, aunts and uncles brings tears to my eyes because i see just how much you understand things and just how much you appreciate "life" and that makes me cry...but good tears. your only 4 but you are already the perfect person. you are one of a kind and i can barely think because the tears are blocking my thought process, but baby you are the best and mommy loves you so much! happy birthday and just keep being you!  i love you to the moon and back

love mommy